of sleeplessness...

semiconscious, in a state of fatigue-induced surrealness,
everything I now see, will soon not be my reality

one step towards hope, is two steps backward from fate,
yet no one chooses fate, including me

convinced that hope gives me control, control of my destiny
'cause for me choice is not a scarcity, just lacks quality

i guess now i understand, why i can't fall asleep,
for a man needs no slumber, after waking up to a dream

.e  04:20